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[Feb. 1st, 2007|09:15 pm] |
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i think ray from alex mack is on ER playing some ghetto dude in prison. oh, how he's grown. |
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[Jan. 31st, 2007|11:02 pm] |
i'm kind of excited about these changes.
hopefully i can find something worthwhile. |
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[Nov. 19th, 2006|11:06 pm] |
"Telogen Effluvium occurs when sudden or severe stress causes an increase in the shedding of the hair. In Telogen effluvium a sudden or stressful event can cause the hair follicles to prematurely stop growing and enter into a resting phase. The hair will then stay in the resting phase for about 3 months after which time a large amount of hair will be shed. Often the person involved will have recovered from the event before the hair loss occurs. In most cases the hair loss is temporary and the hair soon recovers. However in some cases the hair loss continues until the underlying cause is fixed."
at least i started out with a good head of hair. i don't think it will be noticeable. |
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[Aug. 9th, 2006|02:28 am] |
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the school smells exactly the same. i took in a few good whiffs and it brought me right back to when i was 15. it made my stomach hurt. |
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[May. 3rd, 2006|12:13 am] |
i wonder if i'll ever realize when enough is enough. going from one extreme to the other so quickly can't be that good.
sometimes you lose sight of who you really are. and i wonder if it's all gone too far. i don't even know if i remember.
i really want my hair to be long, like right now. i need something to make me feel better about being fat and gross. too bad my hair seems like it's barely grown since i last got it cut. blah.
i like museum shops. i want to buy everything. |
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[Apr. 7th, 2006|11:15 pm] |
a few days ago i had three options for what to do tonight.
now i have none. i'm eating popcorn and watching this new show on vh1 called "can't get a date." i'll probably need to be on there soon.
oh. and i'm getting sick. but i'll probably go to woodfield tomorrow. shopping always makes me feel better. although i only have $50 in gift cards and that's all i can spend because i definitely don't have actual money. |
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[Mar. 29th, 2006|03:45 am] |
so my friends page sucks because the last post it shows is from the 22, and i know someone wrote an entry after that. it's making me more angry than it should.
also i have one of those bumpy things on my tongue on the left side all the way in the back and it hurts every time i try to eat and talk. it's really getting annoying now. i can't even enjoy eating, and that my friends, is when you know something is bad. |
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[Feb. 27th, 2006|01:29 pm] |
this is where i grew up.




the only things left are the stairs and the pillars. it's all gone. we lived there for almost 15 years. i can't believe it. they have to build a fucking condo everywhere. it feels like there's nothing left of my grandma. it really never stops and it always leaves me wondering what we did to deserve all of this. all of it. |
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[Feb. 21st, 2006|11:04 am] |
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so, my class started 4 minutes ago. i'm sitting on my couch in my pajamas watching mtv. i clearly don't remember my alarm going off at 9am like it was supposed to. and since my mom hasn't said a word to me since friday night, she didn't wake me up. cool. |
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[Feb. 15th, 2006|06:57 pm] |
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um in the last 5 minutes my uncle jimmy said the word bitch about 7 times. he also just called his ex wife a ho. |
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[Feb. 10th, 2006|12:08 am] |
this is proably the saddest thing i've ever read.
October 6, 2005 I just found out about the sad news of Ray. He will be missed by all. I used to work with Ray at Ameritech and not a day went by that he didn't speak fondly of his beautiful daughters. I am so sad for his family, my sincere prayers go to Ray's family, Marie Marie Marquez (Chicago, IL )
apparently there's a guestbook online for obituaries. |
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[Feb. 9th, 2006|09:43 pm] |
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um i just wrote a whole entry about a dream i had and sometimes im paranoid it'll get lost so i copy it before i hit update and so i went to hit ctrl c and i must have hit the spacebar too and it erased everything and all that was left was a c. how's that for ironic. |
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[Feb. 6th, 2006|07:25 pm] |
my dad was in my dream again last night. i think we were at a party and we were hugging and i was holding onto him so tight. and we were hugging and dancing, just moving back and forth and in circles. and i wish it wasn't just a dream.
my classes are good. although i only have two and it shouldn't be that bad anyway. but i like the teachers and art history isn't even close to being half as bad as i had imagined. maybe i can finally pull out some A's.
the fog is a really bad movie. don't watch it. |
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[Jan. 28th, 2006|01:16 am] |
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they're talking about myspace on dr. phil. that's weird. and stupid. |
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[Jan. 16th, 2006|01:14 am] |
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i want my life back. i want to be me again. and i want it really bad. |
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[Dec. 29th, 2005|01:24 pm] |
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i swear to god someone put a curse on our family. yesterday molly died. yesterday was my sister's bithday. and right now my mom was about to got to the store and came back inside a minute later saying it looked like someone got into her car. the glove box was open and all the stuff from that middle compartment thing was on the seat. although we couldn't really tell if anything was taken. plus every oher thing that has happened in the past 3 months. i don't know what's going on. |
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[Dec. 22nd, 2005|09:01 am] |
also, i have 3 of my 4 grades in for this semester and my gpa so far for just this semester is 0.9.
HA.
i knew it was going to happen though so it's ok. my stomach hurts. |
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[Dec. 22nd, 2005|08:51 am] |
last night i took my mom to see the radio city christmas spectacular. the ride there was rough because she decided to try and have a serious conversation with me. plus we were in a cab because she didn't want to drive with me on the highway. thanks mom. anyway the show was nice, they dance really well. at the end they have this nativity scene and while it was really pretty and quite moving it was not worth crying over like some ladies we saw on the way out had.
last night i was supposed to go out with people from work since i'm finally 21 and all. ted was the only one who had cared enough this whole time to stick with it and pick a place, where i guess he was going to go anyway, but still. point is, no one was going to go. i felt embarassed and didn't even go myself. this being 21 thing is not nearly as exciting as i thought it would be. i'm definitely transferring to woodfield. |
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[Dec. 20th, 2005|09:50 am] |
yesterday was my birthday. i am now 21. doesn't feel any different than being 20, then again when does any age feel different than the year before? i went to dinner with my mom and sister, ordered my first drink and didn't even get carded. probably because i was with my mom. anyway, it was good but i couldn't even finish it considering i don't even really like the taste of alcohol. me and seth counted down the seconds till my birthday and he let me open my presents at midnight and they were absolutely wonderful. it was the best it could have been considering my mood lately.

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[Nov. 12th, 2005|01:10 am] |
when you're in high school, you think your friends will be your friends forever. well at least your best friends. but you forget that life changes so much when you actually start growing up. and it's almost impossible to keep things the same. and the people you never thought you would lose are the first to go.
also, my mom hates me. for real this time. just can't seem to get it right. |
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